3:02 PM
recently i had been reading tributes of friends to their friends and sadly, i have been left out.
it irks me that after so many years, companionship still ranks as a top contender on my list.
not that i should have been given a tribute to, considering the fact that i wasn't too much of a good friend myself. i know i should have done some catching up. but the distance factor did matter a lot, and on top of the piling schoolwork and extra curricular activities. and i know that i missed a lot of gatherings this december holiday. my NIE class gathering, my tms 4/6 gathering, my tj girls gathering. and i knew that each time i missed out on any of these little activities, i missed a chance to catch up and socialise. but i do assure you that although my physical presence isn't there, i do keep you in my heart. i do.
the buzz of life itself has kept me from really achieving what i really like and savour out of life.
your christmas card still sits there waiting to be sent out, because i have no idea what ur exact address is.
sigh.