4:24 PM
you know what people always say. walk down the road with no regrets.yet, these few days, the unmistakable twinge of regret has found its way inside my heart.
i regretted not patching up a broken down relationship in sec school.
i regretted not taking C Maths in JC, knowing that even though i always say i suck at Maths, i can actually do it.i merely fooled myself into labelling myself as a stupid bimbo who can't differenciate 100 from 1000. heck, i can even differenciate differenciation from integration.
and now...
i think im beginning to regret i passed up MOE's teaching award. -cringes inwardly-
i was a coward. i thought i wouldn't be able to handle semantics, or any of the cross fac modules i would have to take at NUS. NOT that i did badly for my NIE exams. jus that i am beginning to lose interest.
crap. im almost 20 already and i don't even know what i want! im like a fluttering butterfly, flitting here and there, and not knowing which flower's nectar i should take. or maybe i should say, im like some wormy caterpillar chewing leaves off aimlessly.
grow up already, girl. its time you blossomed into that beautiful butterfly you've always wanted to be.