5:14 PM
yozzie.... juz taking a break from some work.....
was feeling v depressed dis morning.... couln't slp from 3am to 5am... dunoe y... spent de two hours tinking of u noe hu.
well i realli shd be getting out of all dese stupid depression pits... so i'll pray i hop out of dem soon....
>> Dear God,
Pls help me get out of all these depression from thinking about edmund. please give me faith that i'll be able to stand up again and to face the world knowing he and i are history... and please give me de strength and willpower to stop thinking about him and to eradicate all traces of him from my mind. lastly, my dear Lord, please help me convert my feelings of woe into concentration for my studies.... and i pray that everyone i know will do well for their coming exams. Amen. <<
i like praying to God... i hav no idea y but everytime i clasp my hands together i feel a certain sense of.... serenity? i dunoe, i juz feel calm i guess.... and even tho i noe miracles dun work everydae but i owaes feel more lighthearted and happier.... knowing God is sharing my burden wif me... =)
oh haha ag... *ahem* means.... too bz looking/checking out/staring at someone.... u noe which someone im tokking abt.... ;p
sue's coming tonight.... i betta start dng her essay....
im starting to feel feverish alreadi.... damn shitty man somethin's wrong wif my throat. no matter how many cups of orange juice or water i gulp.... the throat feels vvv dry....
seeing doc tmr i tink.... oh shit i hope its not dry cough.... *CHOI!!!!*
i go drink water liaoz!
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